Well, I am officially a week out of chemo treatments and I must say it is an incredible feeling to know that I don't have to get crushed by the chemicals soon! I feel like I have been blessed with so many great things lately it's a little bit overwhelming, but I have never been in a happier state than I am these days. 

I arrived at summer camp on Saturday and was greeted by incredible friends right away. So many hugs (from healthy people) and so many people saying they were happy to see me, it felt incredible.  I was a little nervous at first because I didn't know what to expect from people.. I didn't think anyone would be rude or weird, but it's nerve wracking after six months of being pretty sheltered. I should've known better though, this place has some of the greatest people I've ever met. We were watching the highlight film from last summer on my first night here and I found myself getting choked up. For a couple of reasons really, but mostly due to the fact that I realized I made it. Camp was my finish line for all of it. Camp was the one thing I could tell myself to look forward to when times were hard. Of course being healthy is something to look forward to but at times there are moments that you don't believe in those days. I have crossed my finish line. It is time for me to live my life again and I can't wait to live it to the absolute fullest. 

God has blessed me with so much through this journey. I have the worlds strongest and most supportive parents, I have incredible friends who I now consider family because of their support, and I have my health! Soon I will begin to work out, I'll finish my class, I'll get back on the lacrosse field, and I'll do it all with a smile on my face and love in my heart. I wouldn't change this journey for the world. 

You know, bad things may happen to good people, but in the end, with enough support and faith, you'll find the silver lining... You just have to fight like hell to get there.

Keep fighting.

 


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Consuelo Blohm
06/18/2012 15:35

Your thoughts are amazing ~ beautifully written and full of that positive enthusiasm that has been yours throughout this journey. For having gone through this journey, you are a stonger person and you have taught us all the meaning of courage and faith. Keep smiling. You made it. Life is beautiful.

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shelly ortman
06/19/2012 13:22

You are a true fighter you fought with your heart sayin im gonna beat this thing and u did im so proud of u for hangin in there and showin others how not to give up without a true fight cause in they end its all worth it .i dont know u as well but i think your truely an awsome woman and everythin u been thru and your still alive and winnin , you keep your faith and smile goin ..congrats to you and your new journey to start new .. Love you bre!

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Grandma
06/26/2012 16:46

Bri,

Another great blog, "the icing on the cake".
Have a great time at camp, DRINK WATER!
Sorry, can't help myself. Watch your mailbox!

Love from Grandma, Grandpa, and Bob

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08/09/2012 09:54

Just found your blog and wanted to say congratulations on finishing chemotherapy. That is HUGE! While cancer has a way of not quite disappearing (mentally) after treatment, it's nevertheless a hugely huge thing to get through and keep pushing toward getting better. This post was written some time ago, so you must be stronger than ever before. Keep fighting like a girl and enjoy being chemo-free. :)

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